summer nights are the best. When its all relaxed, the cool change coming in, a beautiful sunset, cicadas chirping. I sit alone on the swings, cigarette in one hand, iPod blaring ballad tunes, wearing nothing but shorts and a singlet, staring into the red sky. Just thinking. How I like to spend my time nowadays. The depression is taking its toll on me. I've become so exhausted and withdrawn now. Yet its these times of calm which seems to take me away. Take me away from all the stress and pain. I do miss people though. Its not enjoyable to be lonely all the time. Soon, I will have to depart from the friends i have made these few years. what will I have left? I don't know. But I do miss having love around.
I don't know what to think anymore
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